Hi, my husband died at age 39 suddenly due to complications related to type 1 diabetes and Addison’s disease. We have three children, 13, 10, and 7. He was a teacher, I work in early childhood and I’m in grad school working on a master’s and specialization in this as well as emergent curriculum. Life was already busy. and then he died. This is my journal and maybe my book one day. I need to vent, I need to laugh, I need to help others while I help myself. oh I love that another widower put a warning on his blog. So I will do the same. I use language and not early childhood language. I vent. I have fun. I let myself go.